Crazy little thing call Love

As i wait 4 my lecturer to get me da exercises 4 my design drawing....its thing or two that has been botherin me abit more thn i like.It has cause a few jolt's on my very emotional soul..I am very very emtional whn it comes to matters such as da things u really do love in life or da 1's i love.Whn i say crazy little thing its probaly going to be the 1 really adore and long 4 as my partner.
This love its different thn hw u love as to say ur parents or sister,etc....it gives u even more anticiapation or anxiety on hoping on ur partner's response...its never stable 4 apparent reasons..diz crazy tingy does give u da high and low, one moment u r smiling lyk a loose cannon and da next ur down crashing lyk a bird who has been juz shot down....yes i hd crushes here and thr fallin 4 different kind of ppl yet up till nw whn everything return's bck to their normal and original status...diz jolt of feelings kicks up again 4 which i am nt sure WHY.....

Jewel's tht i hv met in a short period of time

Sumthing tht i would hv lyked to cherish bt tht again it goes into da memory history of mine..:)

As i saw you for the first time i wondered who you were,as i glanced at you at times i drift away in my own thoughts wanderin ''oh my''tht was sumtin extraordinary tht i felt and sure did bring me down hard,I always had diz gut feelings of being more then friends.As i start my persuasion towards you at that time i dint realise i was doing ridiculous things,its funny izint it i told my best friend to tell you tht i liked you yet i have not known you neither spoken to you but well i was a form 5 kid bck then and a very shy one too.
As i continue my persuasion for a year as i can recall bt nothing seem to happen and i had to let it go heavy heartly once you were leavin abroad but those feelings never faded,i did have crushes here and ther but end of the day all i did was just return into that thoughts and feelings tht i had for you.As the years and distance grew it did give me a chance to get to know you abit by bit.5 years on here i am still pursuing,at times i get alot of stick frm people telling me why are you wasting your time who noes she could be playin and are you insane there are tons of woman here but none of those words broke my spirit and if i am insane who cares afterall i belive your worth it and i am glad to have known a person like you and am...
You probaly make my day especially like these little tings like you nudging me first and i would be lyk ''yay she wants to talk me''...At times i do stupid things that probaly hurt's you but i never meant it,i realised how sensitive can a woman be and yes i can see the way you feel towards me,i have never been with sumone to learn so yea please undertsand that i am around guys and we are different frm you people..hehehe....Everywhe

re i go people would be like so hws she doing,people you know and people you dont....
I probaly did tortured my best friend to the max i would be lyk hwla dei and all....throught out da day...lol....so i'm stopping for now before i start spilling more,i am not sure where is this long and winding road a colourful one to leading too,but i am never letting go till the day where you have someone else in your life....thts when i would quit,till then your the one and i think you know who your,and if at all i have said sumtin stupid again i'm sorry.You know who you are.